SICK SICK SICK

When your sick, you have a lot more to time to think. You end up thinking so much, that, you run out of things to think about. Thats when you know that you've been sick for too long.
Well,
I've been sick lately. But I'm getting better. But, when I was sick, I thought about life. What am I going to do once I leave school
???
It's a long way off. But before I know it, I'll be in year 12. And I'll have to make the big decision. What is my life going to be like?
I can't picture myself actually going to uni at this stage. I know I will, but I can't see my self there.
I see myself out in the country. Riding. Nothing Else.
I don't want to be a farmer though. I don't want to be one of the farmers who just spend all day fixing and plowing etcetera.
I can picture my self in the country.
Not the city.
But I don't know how I'll make a living in the country.
It's so conusing.